Brandie. Mommy. Me.

Amongst all of this mothering I have been busy trying to find the balance between being 'me' and mommy hood.  I have found that I really had to revisit all of the things I love to find myself again.  I spent so many months focusing every second, every breath on my new baby boy that I had lost myself a little.  Once I realised the rut I was in I asked "Where to start?????"  I made a list titled "what makes me happy".  I just started writing down everything that came to mind no matter how insignificant it may have seemed.  Things I love.  Things that make me feel good.  I am now working on taking time to get back to the activities I enjoy.  Seems so simple...I know but I really think this has helped me get back to me.  Such a worthwhile process.  If you are stuck in a rut or just have spring fever I suggest trying this out.

I am publishing the list for me...so I can revisit it when need be.  I add to it every time I think of something new.  Feel free to read.  Don't Judge...this is very honest and a tad embarrassing. :)
In no particular order:

What Makes me Happy

People:
My hardworking & loving man
Jack's chatter, kisses, laughs, smiles (this list goes on)
My dog running to my feet every time I walk through the door
My MOM



Jack and I heading out for a spring hike

Activities:

Running

House design

Camping

Bubble baths

Napping in the sun

Canoeing
Gardening

Shopping

Being with my family

Cross country skiing

Driving, windows down, tunes up

Relaxing with friends (the ones you can just be yourself with)



Peonies from my garden

Things:

Fresh bed sheets

Spring & Fall

Coffee

Yellow Tail Shiraz

Home

Pink

Work out clothing

Diet Pepsi

Mascara

Carbs!

Fruit

Great restaurants

Hugs

Reality TV

Fresh air

Romantic comedies

Action/Thriller movies

Regis & Kelly

People.com

Peonies

Photos

Yorkies

Fashion & Home Decor Mags
The smell of mud
A clean car (in and out)
Silk pj pants